Sianz..

dance all the way cannnot remember and i am anticipating next year cause i am going to finish my entire dance course next year....>.<

Party???? / Tired!!!

sighhh...had party yesterday at my house...erm overnight though...my bro friends and i was super super lonely sighhh...lucky there was a tv show tat i lik hahahaha...kk sianz la holiday also nothing to do dance dance and dance my leg going break liao..i wan die liao.......ahhhhhh

WAH!!!!!!!

haha this few days although no mood lah but thanks to some of my friend and my gan lors make me laugh hahaha...i think of wad isaac did i wan laugh liao funny sia him...wan to knoe more come find me hahahaha...kk this few days having exams very stressed and cannot go out with people...evrytime after exam must go straight home or go friend house tuition or haf tuition with my cher sian ah my life so boring but...to me today maths paper only 2 question don knoe hoe do hahaha i hack care also....>.<>.<

hoping to change school though thinking of starting a new life...hmmm people tat dislikes me especially in my cca...should be both happy and sad bah...y happy cause don need se my face anymore...y sad cause nobody to desiao anymore hahaha...today went into the stall to help auntie cook then explore explore hehehe then went to jp with yf since kq no time....sighhh walk until 11 plus then go home...

afraid something bad might happen to me and my family nobody gives a damn though i die liao nobody know also...>.< :) don care la i come home now must lik little kid stand at road there look left and right...incase tat siao person suddenly pop up...lik secret agent sia but then not funny lah any of my family members or me are in grave danger now thanks to my maid though...sighh today very luo suo but who cares...

bye :) / :(

CONFESSION

erm erm to my gan lah,erm erm ok i had no idea wad u r talking about did not even say a thing about u yesterday or the other days..but i don knoe where u heard from i spread ur ........... secrets or wadever thing tat he/she says lar...if u wan to throw temper at me i don mind cause ur still my gan kk.. the only thing i knoe is tat i did not say anything about u don believe i haf been with yf for the whole day or whole week if u suspect u can ask her we did not mention either 3 of ur name i swear to god...u should knoe me until now if i really said it i will tell u once u give me this attitude and to me ur really lik a sister y should i say ur things out to some don noe wad person...i hope u understand....if u read this and still don wan to talk to me i also mei you ban fa liao...this is all i am going to say too u...my sis forever:)
erm don be sad anymore kk be happy the msg u sent me i did not take it to heart kk...

erm abit late but hahah that time (last friday i think) go with school watch some dance thing...actually my mood already not vry good liao lor but thax to this stupid person keep diao here diao there..down there xialan then still wad talk about my bad things...girl u should knoe who u r after u see this post...but then thanx to kq i laugh until i bao then ys play with me slap me sia i angry with her you mei you...told some person (cannot mention his name) then he say just hit her only but then she go home liao..he ask me go find him but kq shy..at the end still go find him and OMG i saw one of my close last year senior but he really change alot alot...he lik become muo sheng ren lik tat i don think he remembers me...sighhh miss the old him black coloured hair always smile talk to me and play bb with me hahaha...erm...i am not happy being in this school especially for tat cca seniors see me bushuang because of wad i can remember than cher put me in middle u not happy shi mah??wan say don say behind my back i already lie low already k is ur keep finding me to teach ur not i wan teach de GET IT!!!!!UR THINK HAVING TEACHERS ATTENTION IS GOOD?THE ANSWER IS NO!ITS VRY VRY STRESS...

erm talk about today....today went out with kq and ky to wild wild wet...we play until siao then still wad kq pull me go sit the don knoe wad is it called lah SCARY YOU MEI YOU i scream until wan die then my legs go wobbly...then we go the wave pool hahaha kq so cute down there wan go onto the float but cannot cause the shorts keep dropping hahahah cut sibo...

seeing me laugh in front of u is not a fake but deep in my heart there is still

a darkness that i cannot forget...don wish to remember but when i see my

parents i will think about it...writing all this is useless though no one cares...

i really feel lik changing to yusof ishak sec or bukit batok gov high it rocks there...

i don mind its distance all i wan is a new life...

Ahhhhh!!!!!!

Shit! wads wrong with me this few months..no mood not happy.. is it because of some people or just me and my moods....yar people say i haf stead please lah let me clarify "NO I DO NOT HAF ONE"..i haf been thinking should i ever been in this school or should i just go to tat school tat haf all my friends in there...haf no idea of y i ever chose boon lay and not kent ridge or jurong sec?? wad..some people might think tat i am vry insulting but ya i won change my attitude just because of this few people or wadever..k skip my unhappiness no one cares...seeing me smile infront of ur are all fake...to some people it might be a good thing though i help them i be happy but i am not..

oh today haf some acers day and teachers day celebration...super boring must stand infront so ps lah...then erm erm...some person tat i will not say who ask him he ok anot then still ask here ask there at the end nvr get my answer....don wan say jiu suan liao non of my business anyway...好心没好报....hahaha after celebration straight took taxi back to primary school meet my good friends MISS THEM SOOOO MUCH LOR THAN SOME CANNOT EVEN RECONISE....

erm ya thanks to some god friend/seniors tat listen to my laosao erm and thanks for the comfort will try to be cheerfull lah...
kk ending here bb :( / :)

STRESS!!!!

K USE BB OR "CRY" AND "SCREAM" TAT I DON USUALLY DO INFRONT OF OTHERS...
BB(basketball)
throw the ball as hard as u can

"CRY"
definately someplace tat nobody knoes...kana see will ps de...erm thanks yk for smsing with me yesterday...:)erm ya...people even kq nvr see me depressed before HATE TO LET PEOPLE SEE MY SOFT SIDE...UNLESS REALLY REALLY CANNNOT REN THEN WILL CRY..TAT IS UNUSUAL...

"SCREAM"
face facing downwards onto the pillow and scream...oh oh remember to shut the doors and windows before doing that...just in case...:)

NOBODY I REPEATED NOBODY HAD EVER SAW MY WEAK SIDE...EXCEPT FOR MY CLOSE FRIEND YF...ONLY ONCE THOUGH..KK
DON BOTHER ASKING..MAYBE UR DON GIVE A DAMN ANYWAY...